Wednesday, December 1
sweeties, i'm
broke. very very broke. even with the 75 bucks my mum owes me. and the wages i haven't received. i don't have enough for everyone's christmas and birthday presents. much less going for movies. much less shopping. and much eating. so tadahh i can go out, but i can't watch a movie unless someone treats me, i can't buy anything, and i can't eat. most awfully sorry. but i'm not working this week therefore i can't afford to do anything. hope my parents take pity on me before i starve.
anyway i've decided to make everyone's christmas presents! because i'm free. sort of. minus work minus going out minus reading minus sleeping i'm free. and it's more personal, don't you agree? those of you who haven't written your contacts on those little cards for me, let me know and i'll pass them to you, or you won't be getting christmas cards for the next few decades or so. i mean it.. and oh since christmas cards cost money too, i'm making them! wahaha. i promise, no anthrax included. whee. dunno if i'm going out today. waiting for jean's reply. even if we do, we're both broke, so i don't know what we'll do. sometimes people need bfs to pay for stuff. right now i think we could both use one. each i mean. wahaha. she's gonna kill me. i don't make sense. all my o'level stuff are still lying around. i need a new file for next year. then i can start writing all my favourite poems on it again!
i'm thinking of you, and wondering if you ever think of me. the sky's awfully blue today.. we're both somewhere beneath the clear blue sky.. bet you never imagined.. that one day you'd look around you and i just wouldn't be there. i want to make it right, but tomorrow's just not promised.. you never know what tomorrow holds.. you'll just never know.. don't put it off til tomorrow.. and i think i'm falling off my chair i need to clear this mess.
my mum thinks one of us is les. cos we took that video.. actually vank did.. with a lot of kissing.. there's bev kissing her kids goodnight.. vank saying she wants to kiss suhaila with all the proper noises included but the camera kissing the cupboard.. vank kissing sheeni.. ahh you get the picture. and vank calling my ass big. yupp. i decided not to kill my mum by telling her that actually i'm crooked. wahhaha. shall i put the video up? it's a bit incriminating cos joan's bball shirt says it all. hahaha. i'm nuts. i know what to do for christmas already! whee! mummy i'm broke..
it must've been love.
10:16 am
xoxo
